RINDU

Ya Allah it's almost 5 am and I'm still wide awake missing someone strongly. I am always wonder that when we miss someone, is it because we love that person? My answer here is, Yes..We do love them and I love him so much.
It has been 6 months I have moved on but still until today I have him in my mind. It's really hurts and painful and he

always have an access getting in inside my mind, and always makes me wanted to see him or be with him but of course that was all in my mind but its driving me crazy (Alhamdullillah not yet crazy), orang dah tak suka still lagi teringat). I tears at him day and night. It’s horrible feeling in my gut and it just won’t go away, really painful...
As hard as it is to let him go, I know I have to. I told my self, Sometimes when you love someone so much, you have to let it go, with hopes they will come back to you. And if they don’t, there’s nothing more to do but move on. Time heals all wounds, but without those wounds, I would not be the strong person and i would not have grown into the woman I am proud to be. I don’t know what my future holds, I don’t know if I will have him back in my life the way it was. But at least I know a side of him no one else does. And I hope I have planted something in his head so he knows he’s a great person and worth every bit of love from someone else. I miss him like crazy and some days it’s difficult to breathe, but with each breath I get a piece of me back and know I am fortunate to have even known him. I will always love him and still missing him till today no matter where our paths lead us..MISS HIM :(


* Mohd Sharazad Saiful Bahri*