MY BURNING LIFE

Sitting alone..in darkness room.. accept 1 candle burning sat properly on my hand together listening to my fav music by Rossa..I sang along with Rossa..My fav singer...And suddenly there was a voice...whispering...

The voice was near in my hand ..mmmmm..i am holding a candle..burning..beautiful flickering...

"who are you?What are you?"

"I'm a candle"...

I looked at the candle i was holding,it was burning golden flame sat on my hand..i lifted up the candle to take a closer look..

Ahhh...I was beyond feeling awkward about talking to a candle and was getting miffed.CRAZY JEHAN..mmm im talking to my self alone..Then again i started to concentrate at Rossa..

Every time when I'm listening to Rossa's song,i will cry..cry deep inside my heart."hey ladies,Hati yang kau sakiti,Terlanjur cinta,Tega,Keajaiban cinta,Kecewa,1000 malam,Impas,Tak akan berpaling darimu and Aku bukan untuk mu is my fav.All these song are about love and life..

Talking bout life and love here...Sometimes people come into ur life and you know right away that they were to be there,to serve some sort of purpose,teach you a lesson or to help you or to figure out who you are or who you want to become...YES you never know who these people..maybe ur housemate,bestfriend,co-worker,lover or even a complete stranger.But when you lock eyes with them,you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way..And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible,painful,lost and unfair at first..But in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your strength,will power or heart.everything happens for a reason.Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck.Illness,love,lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.Without these small test,whatever they may be,life would be like a smoothly paved,straight,flat road to no where.If someone hurts you,betrays you,breaks you heart..forgive them..For they have helped you learned about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart..

If someone loves you,love them back unconditionally,not only because they love you,but because in a way,they are teaching you to love or to open your heart and eyes to things...Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possible can for you may never be able to experience it again.HMMMMM

Hah..I'm almost forgot of my candle just now..still alive,patiently burning waiting beside me..

Before that- i light my candle,melting it clear..my candle burns yellow,blue and white..i keep it going all through the night..sometimes it flickers,moving in torrid patterns,circling and dwindling,flame wanes then rises up again.Springing form what you thought was no more.It keeps on fighting melting wax as time goes by...THE CANDLE IS ME AND IT IS I...