NAUGHTY CRUSH

Everyone knows the anxious or excited feelings that accompany a new crush. There is the nervousness about when you will see him/her. Will you be prepared or will you get flustered? When you talk to him/her, will you trip over your words or sound cool and collected? Should you flirt or play it cool? How interested should you be in him/her? Can you tell if they are interested in you? And what does the future hold for you and the crush?

I love having an early phase crush. This a crush of the type I described above. It's a crush that hasn't been too developed so there is still some mystery and excitement surrounding all crush encounters. When a crush goes bad, then it just becomes a painful reminder of what you can't have. That's the latter phase crush, the one you know is not interested in you. It becomes even worse if he/she knows about your crush (Aaaahh so malu of that), but does not have the same level of interest.Sad.. For the most part, it's a good thing. It's a terrific distraction, one I've been needing to get my mind off other mans who are bad for me. And it's fun thinking about the 'What ifs' of the crush.I won't lie, I got the butterfly,nervous,excited flutter in my stomach as soon i saw his face...

I’ve got a major crush on this man:
it’s the dimples
and those lick-em-up lips–
and have had the hots for him
Dark hair
perfect skin
enchanting smile
glowing like an angel
my heart beats faster as he beating his drums
to shy to say only to find out....he was my first crush:SHAWN...



P.S:Razlan and linda..Tq for helping me last night..Both of you are so cool....I am going to miss his face and the way he beat his drum..No more staring...and no more curi pandang ..hahaha it is so nice sometime being a bit naughty right..-WILL KEEP THAT FACE IN MY MEMORY BOX FOREVER..
Fazlin...huh..cool too.."sampai pagi"..