DOA ku...

YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which tear apart modesty.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which bring down misfortunes.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which alter blessings.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which hold back supplication.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which cut down hopes.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me those sins, which bring down distress.
YA ALLAH! Forgive me every sin that I have committed, and every mistake that I have made.
YA ALLAH! I ask You by Your might, not to let my ugly deeds and acts conceal my supplication from You, not to disgrace me by exposing what is secret of my (acts), which (only) You are aware of, ... My God and my Protector! You have laid on me rules (to follow), but I followed my own whims. ... I come to You, My God, after my shortcoming, ... I do not find any way out from what I have done, nor any place of refuge to turn to about my affairs, other than Your acceptance of my apology, and Your entering me into the range of Your mercy.
YA ALLAH! Therefore, accept my apology, have mercy upon the severity of my affliction, and free me from the tightness of my chains.
AMIINNN

ALONE AGAIN...

Empty room...

Empty heart …
No friends around …
Just tune to a sad love song (MATAHARIKU by Agnes) …

:)...
Bad poem, isn’t it? Yeah it is. The sad love songs part- is true, but they can’t make me sad. I already decided not to leave any space for sadness inside. (Yeah, man no vacancy for you #%@$!!!). All space was already lodged in by the "yippy kaiy yee" and "boink .. boink" feelings.(Thanks to PPI, same PPI in different stand … gosshh those coincidences) Rossa, Tommy Page, Michael W Smith, Agnes,Kriss and Richard Marx come on! Give me your best shot!